Hold Me Now My Dream Of Endless
Hold me tightly bound
Don’t let go, for I won’t move
And I won’t make a sound
This is what I have waited for
Waited long to do
You never thought I would let him go
But I did it all for you
Hold Me Now My Dream Of Sleep
It seems I haven’t had in years
It’s been a while since I closed my eyes
Stinging blood-stained tears
I dream awake thinking of you
And this day I hope to see
For on this day I let you know
I wanted you to be with me
Hold Me Now My Dream Of Love
That I seek someday come true
Tuck me under longing arms
Tuck me into you
Hold me sleeping on you forever
Hold me eternally
Sleep me now oh distant holding
Sleep me now with me
let me go out cold
release this grasp so tight on me
withdraw your strong held hold
Sleep Me Now Oh Distant Sorrow
with pain beneath my skin
unlock the cage which holds me so
never tell my battle within'
Sleep Me Now Oh Distant Love Song
melt me without waste
show me what i've never felt
show me without haste
Sleep Me Now Oh Distant Feeling
never i've had before
don't tell the world i had it today
for they don't know me anymore
Sleep Me Now Oh Distant Heartbeat
the world hasn't given you
don't show me grief anymore
for you weren't sposed to know too
Sleep Me Now Oh Innocent Traveler
tell me all your fears
i won't tell anyone about you
i will cause you no more tears
Sleep Me Now Oh Distant Death(sentence)
your sweet and innocent hold
don't give the world any of your grief
that's not what they want to be told
Not even here
Non-existent
Living fear
Dyeing soul
Hopeless life
Uncontrolled
Killing knife
Shaking hands
Broken heart
Slitted skin
Blood-stained tart
Nicely done
Perfect slide
Won’t stop
Don’t hide
No chance
No escape
Die to death
Foreseen rape
It hides my cheeks and shades my eyes
While hiding my own identity
All I ever want is someone to see
Falling further in this shadow, I hide
The ugly mask laying tears aside
Living a life of fear and regret
I haven’t reached a place of happiness, yet
Someday, somehow I will allow someone to see
What’s deep within, covered up by me
I won’t die, I won’t even grieve
But someday, somehow I will have to leave
Run away to once, be free
And let someone get to know the real me
To rip off this mask that pardons me so
Although it may be hard to let go
It’ll be hard to let a person see
What’s buried in the heart of me
The burning flame that’s deep within
My face disguised by a jealousy grin
Left or right, which way to go
Now or never, when to show
Die to death, I’ll die to life
Death be short, ending strife
End the days and the longer nights
Add some happy shining lights
Life isn’t ‘sposed to be like this
My life as a pass-her-by can be easy to miss
You won’t even notice what I am holding back
For its honesty and an open mask that I lack
I take off my mask to be set free
The side of me no one expected to see
The face revealing painful days
Of fateful, lifeless, terrible ways
The pain no one thought was true
Killing and breaking the heart of you
Take off my mask, only I dream
Float away, and only I, who deem
I take off my mask to be set free
The life that no one sees in me
The hope that I may seem to portray
But inside, in my heart, I am fading away
Caged and consumed, daily I die
Behind my smile, inside to cry
Trying not to fall all the way down
Hoping nobody sees me frown
I take off my mask to be set free
Finally I will be who I want to be
No more hearing what I have to do
I don’t have to listen to you
I’ll achieve it all, all for me
All I have to be is who I wanna be
No more trying to please the rest
Meeting my own standards, I will be the best
I take off my mask to be set free
Alive and awakened,
I only have to be me
She was happy in her teens
Life was in her own hands
Yet a lonely apartment and a baby
Weren’t in her plans
He had ruined her life
He’s the easiest to blame
Blocking out the memories
‘I don’t remember his own name’
Why remember the past
I’ll just rot thinking of the new
What’s the reasoning behind your ideas?
What’s wrong with you
Why won’t you leave me alone
The day and the night
Creating only pain for me
Don’t try to make things right
I’ll die to you and thinking
Nobody in life will care
I’ll just leave and no one will notice
That I’m not even there
What’s the difference at the table
That I don’t get to sit
Nobody will notice
I didn’t mean a bit
I’m living in a cage
Dead to an innocent few
Those who didn’t notice
I wasn’t there too
I wear the mask that grins and lies
It hides my cheeks and shades my eyes
While hiding my own identity
All I ever want is someone to see
Falling further in this shadow, I hide
The ugly mask laying tears aside
Living a life of fear and regret
I haven’t reached a place of happiness, yet
Someday, somehow I will allow someone to see
What’s deep within, covered up by me
I won’t die, I won’t even grieve
But someday, somehow I will have to leave
Run away to once, be free
And let someone get to know the real me
To rip off this mask that pardons me so
Although it may be hard to let go
It’ll be hard to let a person see
What’s buried in the heart of me
The burning flame that’s deep within
My face disguised by a jealousy grin
Left or right, which way to go
Now or never, when to show
Die to death, I’ll die to life
Death be short, ending strife
End the days and the longer nights
Add some happy shining lights
Life isn’t ‘sposed to be like this
My life as a pass-her-by can be easy to miss
You won’t even notice what I am holding back
For its honesty and an open mask that I lack
*I HAVE A CAPE*
We knock upon an empty door
The same sins we’ve visited before
The same knot we’re already in
We’re mad because we didn’t win
Disappointment eats us up alive
Because on our own failure,we strive
Until the pain can go on no more
The same exact sins we had before
Even though we know it’s wrong
We’ve been visiting far too long
The empty door with no one there
The useless thing that doesn’t care
What happened to the life you had
You got caught up and ended up sad
The worldly things that no one knew
Ate up even the strength of you
You were the strongest, yet you’re so weak
You’ve been consumed, too shocked to speak
They thought you were so smart, and you’d never be sucked in
Even you thought you’d win
But now your stuck with no escape
Too bad your mask became a cape
DO YOU HAVE A MIND THAT'S THERE
IF I TALK WILL YOU HOLD IT IN
WHEN I LOOK AT YOU,ALL I WANT'S A GRIN
YOU MAY BE THE BEST FRIEND OF MANY MORE
FOR I NEVER THOUGHT OF TALKING TO YOU BEFORE
YOUR THE BEST FRIEND I EVER MET
YOU MAY BE THE SMARTEST EVEN YET
JUST SIT THERE AND NOD YOUR HEAD
I WON'T GET MAD AT YOU FOR WHAT YOU SAID
I WILL JUST PRETEND YOU CARE
BECAUSE I KNOW YOU HAVE A MIND THAT'S THERE
shaken but not destroyed
released but taken back
these butterflies let go
and gained what they did lack
now back to being caged
there life's been masked once more
releasing made them want
what sins they had before
if death shall end this pain
then so be the day i die
if life shall be destroyed
so live my longest lie
the form to which they fly
won't change with passing rain
so do what you please
you will only add to the pain
the endless pain to which i fall
weak and faint each day
will only get harder
i will never fly away
i will never get that luxury
to let go and fly above
i don't want to feel you
i want to feel your love
the love i had and let go of
not noticing my mistake
how stupid i was
now my tears to run a lake
if i could turn back time
i'd of done anything for you
when you said i love you
i'd say 'i love you too'
that's staying all night long
i am feeling too weak
your feeling too strong
i hope we'll always be close
but right know i am feeling distant
i don't have the power
alone to be resistant
it's either on or the other
real close or real far
i have already chosen
now it's up to you and who you are
dreams are overlapping
time is standing still
all heart is running cold
against my own will
i want to be happy
and to forever be loved back
i want to reach that place
but patience is what i lack
my dreams have changed so much now
from what they have been before
they had no choice but to diminish
and give up what they have longed for
the selfish desires that they crave
and thirst for all their days
can only go away for a short time
before returning to claim their old ways
they will shred my only being
and rip my soul in two
for what my heart longs for
is just to be with you
By ***ZI***
School: christian heritage academy
Age: 14
Country: U<S>A
she walked around like nothing was wrong
her heart was dimmed and cold
all she wanted was to hold his hand
but his hate was all he told
looking past her smile
and shaking his own head
masked was his heart
regardless what he said
faint and with ease
he walked passed her each day
until that fateful evening
shocking the words he would say
even though he didn't know her
he made assumptions like he did
she buried her face in her hands
and realized he's the one who hid
the masked and fateful hearts that cry
with sorrow in their soul
she remembered him as someone
who made the biggest hole
the biggest pain inside her life
he hadn't even thought
he said those words so carelessly
inside her they would rot
she thought as though she shouldn't care
because he didn't even see
see the pain he created in her life
and the influence he would be
the choices he made later
changed the lives of many more
because of that one girl
he hadn't thought about before
About the Author/Author Notes:
the love of the reject